Im sorry but can you PLEASE agree with me for a miracle healing today.My symptoms have gotten terribly worse today.I went to a healing rooms and they prayed for me and nothing happened and i couldnt even feel anything although i really was trying and praying and when i got home i had the worst episode ever with huge pulsating in my head and everywhere and strange horror and rage coursing through my body and like some "energy"literally goes through my body causing me much pain and something going up to my head making my perception all changed and everything unusual and i cant picture where i was today its like its gone and taken away from me.Somethings very wrong with me and im so scared.Im really seeing no alternative but to kill myself.I cant sleep with this attacking my body and im shaking.Im not me anymore-i cant believe this could happen to a human being.I so desperately want to have faith that God will heal me now but this thing affected my mind so much that now i dont know how to think normal and clearly to have faith.It feels like its attacking me from every angle.
I pray to Jesus for peace but i feel nothing
Please help
Mary

Submitted 7 months, 2 days ago

1. suicide
2. faith
3. help
4. miracle
5. CRYING
6. HORROR