I really know how to pick' em..... I hit the jackpot with this guy........
I met this guy a few years back, he has kids and i met him through their mother, i dont know her though. well here we are in March, me and my (ex) fiance broke up suddenly because we realized we were too young and rushing, it wasnt right. so my life was in dissaray. thats when mr. jackpot entered my life.
we bacame friends but i always had a bad gutt feeling about him, i never followed it because i couldnt tell the difference between god speaking and my own thoughts (i learned the difference now).
Well we ended up going out in April and i came home nausous every night from being with him, months later i got a terrible terrible bladder infection. i blame him and myself for not following gods orders to leave this guy alone.
well in july i finally got the hint and broke up with him. he flipped.
i was off working at a summer camp and he would email me like crazy one email would be a complete email of him calling me as many disrespectful lies he could muster and the next of him begging for me back telling me that he had been watching me on myspace(a social and networking website) for a year or so and that i couldnt leave him because he couldnt live without me. that id be crushing everything hes dreamed of for so long then another that he doesnt care, he knows ill be back because we're going to get married and have as many kids as i would like. i told him we are not meant to be, move on. he refused and only presisted more.
well its august and im home from camp, hes been super obsessing over me since we broke up.
so he sends a text message to my sister saying his 3year old son passed away. i immediately start bawling and ask for his number to send him my condolences. 3days of pure mourning goes by and i find out he was playing a "joke" on me. i was highly upset but let it go, because he has twins and i love them to death and after being put through that all i want to do was hold the kids.but then all that became less of importance becuase i decided his mental state was in question and that i shouldnt make too rash a decision because lives could be at stake (not to mention he is an anti-christ,hes ruthless moraless and cant be trusted, i quit trying to solve him when i realized the severity of the issue and the dangerous aspect of it). then it all clicked, this was a sick trick to get my new cell phone number.well it worked.= /
so now hes calling me everyday and checking on me and tells me i better NOT be talking to any guys and that there would be PROBLEMS if i did choose to move on.
i decided no time better than the present was it to make it crystal clear that we are not and wont ever be together again. he became furious and cursed me out then left me alone for a couple days then called telling me he couldnt live without me. my sister(who sounds like me) told him he needs to get lost in many many words for about 3hours when she went home at 10p.m. he continued on to call me a total of 60times that night and sent me about 20text messages.
the point is hes made suicidal remarks about himself, murderous hints on my life or those i know and he just wont let me go. i changed my number deleted my email address, made a new one that he is unaware of, i move everyweek. and i know god has me but right now i just dont feel safe. i feel there is nothing i can do but pray. if i contact my local offials, i will only cause a war between us because hes working to get a whole city(basicly) against me. hes lived here his whole life and knows everyone. his family and friends officially dispise me. and he tries to win my parents and siblings over. he decided getting close to them would force us back together but it wont. he doesnt understand, and i dont want drama i just want him to leave me alone. please pray for me.

Submitted 3 months, 3 weeks ago