Sympathize with your pain, honey. Believe me, I remember those days. They were some of the saddest in my life, particularly when you do all you can and it still doesn't seem to get better. Then there are the heartaches and long days of boredom when you are trying to find something else to do with the time you use to spend with that person. You try to move on, but you just can't stop thinking about the person. Finally feelings of hopelessness set in. It seems as if there is nothing you can do; you don't know how you are going to make it. But fortunately, there is a way make it. I know those feelings, and I have been there a few times. I found a way out of it. And so can you.

The Bible says that God heals the brokenhearted and he binds up all their wounds(Ps.147:3). It also says that he gives beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, and garment of praise for a spirit heaviness(Isa.61:3). So yes, God certainly cares about your pain and he is very much concerned about what you are going through. And he is more than willing to help you, but you must do things his way from now on. The Bible says draw nigh to God and he will draw nigh unto you(js.4:8). As you draw near to him by seeking to live his way, as prescribed in the Bible, then he begins to heal you and deliver you from anything that you feel bound to, including relationships. You see, you should never depend on a relationship for your joy- only God. He is the only one who will never let us down; he is the only one who will never hurt us; and he knows our every need and is able to fulfill them. He knows who the best person for you is and is willing to match you up with someone in time, once you have submitted yourself to him and seek to live like he says. God wants to give you a pure relationship, a lifelong relationship, someone you can be with for the rest of your life. Someone just right for you, someone saved and born-again, empowered by God to love you, just as you deserve to be loved. Not the kind of love we get from the world, the kind that is impure and unholy, not blessed by God. God doesn't want us in a relationship that involves sexual impurity(sex before marriage). There is no real joy in those kinds of relationships. They only get us hooked and addicted to them, but they never really leave us feeling fulfilled. Inside, we still don't feel loved like we desire to be. And in the end they end up breaking our hearts over and over again. We keep hoping things get better, only to find ourselves disapponted time and time again. That's not God's will. He loves us too much to want us to go through that. He desires happiness and peace for us; he desires joy. But he can only give it to us when we choose to just submit to him; only when we let him lead. Then, in time, he will lead us to someone, someone born-again, someone really capable of loving us the right way. You see, only someone empowered by God can love us the right way, and that person has be someone who lives like God says live. Anyone not saved can only try to love us the right way, but they will always fall short. That's why God doesn't allow Christians to marry anyone who is not born-again. That's why in everything we do we must just seek to do things God's way, and his way only. That's the only guarantee we can get in this life. That's the only way happiness is sure to come.

I know that this may not sound like the best thing for you right now because you are still hurting. Like I said earlier, I remember that pain; i could'nt see myself overcoming it. It took awhile, but in the end it was better for me to move on. Now when I look back on the past, that relationship that meant the world to me then, I don't believe it would have worked out. I now see clearly now that that person wasn't the one for me. I don't know your boyfriend, but if he is the one for you, God will bring the two of you back together in the future. But for now, just submit fully to God. He will take care of everything else.

God bless you!