Dear Friend,
Thank you for writing in for prayer about what is going on in your life.
One thing I love about God is that Creator is concerned about each person individually and cares about every detail in our lives. No one is insignificant, no problem too large or small for Creator to respond to our heart cries. His love is perfect and far beyond our natural ability to receive.
I would love to pray for you to be able to receive the fullness of the Holy Spirit, so that you can know His love for you beyond any circumstance that you may be led into.
Perhaps there is some kind of fellowship group you can join so that you can have people who love God like you do to share with. I pray that you are directed to the right group for you.
God cares about your pain. People will always disappoint us, we betray ourselves, only God can meet our every need perfectly.
" Dear Heavenly Father,
You are the Great Everything. I bow down to you and acknowledge Your Greatness, Your Perfection and Your Love that reaches out to all who will receive it. I ask You to go to my sister and open her heart to receiving your fullness of love and grace.
Give her vision about who she is inside Your heart. Open her spiritual eyes to see how real You are. Give her wisdom beyond her years. Give her insight to herself and others that will guide her.
Give to her a desire to know You and be closer to You . Impart Your desires into her being that You may fill her with joy that nothing can take away.
Remove every wall that might be keeping her from you. Take away all desires from her that are not from You.Quiet her mind to be able to hear what You are saying to her right now. Give to her who seeks you the hidden riches saved from those who seek You.
Open her inner ears to hear You.Let her hear the thought You have towards her of peace, of wholeness and security beyond the circumstances of this turbulent world. Woo her close to Your heart, so that she may know that she is called according to Your purpose , and that she is never alone.
Provide for her a way , provide for her friends of your choosing. I ask you to prepare a man to love her, to care for her and to lead her in the things of You. I ask you to prepare her to love him , in the ways that he needs. Set them apart for each other. Rest Your love over her, and sing to her. Have mercy upon my sister, and grant her the fulfillment of her hearts desires that only You know about- those dreams which reside deep in her soul, that You will water and cause to rise up.
Give her faith to believe that You are , and that You reward those who diligently seek You. Bless her, and do for her what only You can.
Be her first love, the one that is the Source of all other love that radiates from her inner woman. Grant her favor and bestowe blessing upon her all the days of her life.
Prevent her from going down paths that will lead to her destruction.
Show her in her daily life how You are there and that You care for her. Have compassion on my sister and give her power to live the life she always has dreamed of.
Give her beauty for ashes, strength for fear, hope for despair.
I lift her up to you for blessing of peace, love, peace and joy inside Your heart.
In Jesus Name ,
Amen

Aww Honey,
I know what you are going through as I have already gone through the same. Sweetheart, from experience all I can say is rely completely on God. The healing is slow..BUT it is a sure thing that would happen. It's been now 3 months and I can honestly say the Lord has helped me come out of this stronger and with him as my only friend, I feel so much better. you can be sure God never cheats on us. Best thing for you to do now is ask the Lord to help you forgive him so that the Lord also would forgive him. And then ask God to help you find the happiness by focusing your everything on God. Tell God you want him to have the reins of your life and to take full control of everything you do and come in contact with. Personally i realised that all of what happened in my life happened cause I had detached myself from God for a long time and God has promised us that he would never let his children get lost from him and he would separate us from the wicked. I cant speak for you, but try and analyse your case as is best known to you. Be completely honest with yourself and ask yourself whether you gave God the full attention he deserved while you were with the man you loved. I know i didnt. Infact I used to skip church and prayers to meet him. When God realises that you are making other aspects in your life as your first priority, he yanks you back to him with a rope so strong you would be bound by it forever! But during this time the enemy would continue to poison your mind with thoughts and memories. 3 months and still the enmy is attacking my mind and my dreams with thoughts of the one i love. as for the one i love, i have not had any contact with him for 2 months and i am pretty sure he is now completely with the girl he cheated on me with. I pray that the Lord yokes you with the one he has chosen. just be ready to accept whomever he has chosen. be it lame, blind, bald, even a leper. when God knows you are ready to accept anyone he has chosen, he would gift you with your very own prince who would love you and you would love him too and it is through that mutual love that you would love your Creator. Please be strong. I shall be praying for you.