I have been wondering where you were lately! I know what you are going through. When $$ is tight and times are hard, it seems like everybody's fighting. But if he continues to abuse you, you have to ask yourself if it is love or are you just dependent on the drama that goes on between you two. Nobody has the right to hurt you -- no matter how hard times get. I love you honey, and I will pray that God will lead you in all things. Let go of all the bad things/habits that you have been holding on to and ask God to guide your steps.

It's a prayer I have been saying a lot lately for myself because when times are tough and the world is against me, I don't know what else to do BUT rely on God's direction. Please be safe and keep that little boy safe. He needs his momma. God be with you.
Claudia