i certainly hope that God has blessed your situation. please keep us informed with updates as to how you are doing, and how this situation is going. i'm in a similar one so i really sympathize with you.

Thank you so much for your kind words and prayers, cmarie. At this time, my heart is so heavy. I, too, not just Jack, am in need of prayer and going to church as often as I can does really help strengthen me. Our past few conversations have been very brief and extremely tense and uncomfortable. I receive so many loving affirmations from God, almost daily, about our reconciliation and I am hopeful and optimistic, then when Jack and I see one another or communicate, it appears he is not at all touched nor affected by our prayers on his behalf.

I know I must trust God and in His time, not mine. Please pray that God will remove the doubt and fear from my heart, because it is an obstacle between me and God; so hard for me to concentrate during prayers, but I always ask Him to fill me with trust and confidence in Him, but sometimes I feel that my spirit is so weak...

Please continue to pray for our reconciliation, as I have experienced at least 3 occasions that I have gotten "yes" from the Lord, that Jack and I will be together, the first right after Easter in 2006 and the most recent being on September 17, 2008; but my heart feels so sad and heavy when it seems Jack is not touched by our prayers.

I am sorry to hear that you are also going through something similar. I will now and always keep you in my prayers. I will pray for the restoration of your relationship with your beloved. We must always remain hopeful and never grow weary of praying with and for each other. Please keep in touch.