Please take a moment to say a prayer for my ex boyfriend. i got word through another friend, that he may have had a death among his friends or family. please pray for him...he is a new christian, and i think all of these things are to test him. please pray he remains strong in God.

please also, pray that our relationship is restored if that is what God will allow. i miss him and worry about him so much.

thank you for your prayers. God bless you all for your continued prayers.

Update added 2 months, 1 day ago

luan just called me and he told me on sunday night, 2 acquaintances of his attempted suicide. one was successful, the other is enduring kidney failure because of the attempt. please continue to pray for them. Dear God forgive them...be with their families and friends.

also, i do not want to sound selfish, but i have this feeling nagging at me. almost mad at him because he calls to tell me about his situations he is going through and his friends then quickly gets off the phone with me to see a movie. it's like i'm there just to vent to. he still seems distant. i don't call him because i thought i was helping. i didn't want to push him away by calling him all of the time. but why go so quickly? i know he goes to the movies and dinner just about every tuesday with his friends, and i'm sure the devil is trying to sit on my shoulder and tell me that luan doesn't care about me and there is no hope...so please pray for me. that i just have faith and strength and that God give me the sign that i ask for or that HE reveal to me in some way, who i'm supposed to be with, if it is not Luan. i've prayed to God today and i beg him to show me something...to tell me something...but there is nothing. only that memory of the "voice" which i don't even know for sure anymore if it was from God. i pray that God show me the answer. PLEASE GOD.

Prayer request made golden: 2 months, 1 day ago

1. death
2. Friend
3. strength in God
4. Peace