please do not worry. worry and fear are the exact opposite of faith. keep straight your path...keep your head up high and know that God is your shepherd and He is giving all that you require and desire... but brennan, you cannot doubt Him. "oh ye of little faith." don't let that be you. even though your thoughts may be worrisome and fearful, your words can overpower them. next time you think nothing is happening in your situation, say outloud, "God's promise is built upon a rock, and cannot be moved!"...continue and drown out all those negative thoughts. "adverse appearances work for my good."

"I have weapons ye not know of, I have ways which will astound you!"

even when things seem impossible, God has weapons that we cannot begin to comprehend. God is genius...his methods are ALWAYS best.

Brennan put your worries and fears upon the Lord. Pray and have faith. Please look at Romans 5:3-5. I myself have to push out doubt and replace it with hope and faith and find it diffucult at times to shed hopelessness...and know that is when the Lord says come place your burdens and count on Me. I pray for you, your partner and your future that you may sing praises of glory to the Father for what you are being brought through and strengthened for; through Him.In Jesus name. Amen