I will pray for you because I understand what you are going through. My husband drank for years and years and verbally abused my son and I. I was not strong enough to leave him although that is what I should have done, not for me but for my son. He is a great kid (19) but I know there are lasting problems from everything he had to hear and see (even though I thought I was shielding him from it). My husband finally has realized he is an alcoholic and has been sober for three years. I am not saying your husband is this way but PLEASE be careful for your kid's sakes.

Im in the same situation and Love my husband with all my heart so I havent left but know deep down inside I should for my kids. I have prayed, begged God to change him. He can only change himself I cant. I have learned to just live with this but keep praying maybe someday He will change. You can only worry about You and Those kids and change you. God Bless