First thing i want to do is praise and thank God for everything he has done for everyone and myself. Without him i wouldnt have gotten the help i needed. I took me a while to come to the realisation that there was something realy wrong with me. I was realy immature and did not know where life was even going for me. It made me lose my girlfriend who i now know how sweet and loving she realy was to me and she never did me wrong. I still dont know if she will forgive me, i want her back in my life but im not sure that is possable. But i do want to be a good freind to her and be there as her friend even if i cant be her boyfriend. But because of God i can see what happened and i thank him for this life lesson. I also For the first actual time,Stopped my erge to drink and from drugs which especialy the drinking was messing up my life and effecting others. I pray that i can keep liveing in this light, continue to grow and never go back to where i was in the dark. I also pray for my ex-now that she can find it in her heart to forgive me for how i was and everything bad that i did. i dont want anything i did to be a burden on her. I know she deserves better and that she knows it and i want her to never feel the way i did and i want her to be safe and live a good life. Agian i thank you Lord and praise you in Jesus' name Amen

Submitted Sun Jan 25 00:08:10 +0000 2009

1. Praise
2. thankful
3. Inner peace
4. Love
5. forgiveness