Katarina, I will certainly pray for you, sister. We all know what it is like to be missing someone we have been close to. And believe it or not, God understands these things, too. He is not insensitive to our pain and all the other stuff we feel inside. So know that he cares for you in everything and is always looking out for what's best for you.

So, I will pray that whatever God's will for your life is, that's the thing that god will do for you. Remember, he knows what is best for you. Perhaps it's with Shule in life that you will be happy, or maybe it's a life without Shule. Only God knows. But whatever it is, you will have joy anyway, because God himself will bless you with joy. For God is the only one who can give us the power to succeed at whatever we do- relationships or anything else. So, you must be able to say to yourself- and to God- that whatever God's will is, I can accept it. Once you do that, then you will have great peace, because everything will be in God's hand then. No more worry on your part. All you have to then is just stay submitted to him in everything. It's that simple: Just let go and let God.

I will pray for you, sister. Know that the Lord will bless you with a great Christmas. Your joy and happiness is very important to him. He loves you much, and so do the rest of us!

God bless you!

i am in agreement, mrjt! God's plan is always perfect. Be FAITH - FULL!!! It is by your faith you are saved...not your worry, not your doubt, not your fear, not even your hope, but by your faith. Thank God everyday for bringing you your PERFECT match in perfect ways, and I promise you, He will not fail you.