Sweetie:
I am praying for you. Please do not ever take any medication not prescibed to you for your own safety and well being- I know you are trying very hard, and God does see you. He loves you very much, and has great plans for your life. Whether or not you get this job or not does not determine your worth. Your personal value to God is more than you can ever fathom.
Hold on please! You are a person of great worth that God choose to be here. Your daughter needs you as a mother.
" Dear Heavenly Father,
I lift up this young mother to you. She is longing to find her place in the world and to know that she matters. Only you can reach into her spirit and touch her in a way no person can, although you often use others to show your love.
I ask you to send people her way to help her through these confusing times. It is hard to make wise choices. Our hurting hards and over whelmed minds can be unclear at times. Give this young beautiful woman power to reach out to safe people for help. Help her see those arund her who might be able to support her and encourage her. Give her courage to take whatever step you are leading her to take.
Show her in some clear way You do hear her, that you care and are answering her pleas for help.
Surrond her with your care, protection and Divine Grace in her difficult cirucmstances. Comfort her in the deep pain she feels right now.
I lift her up to her as a precious jewel that has value and great worth.
In Jesus Name,
Amen

Dear Rami, Help me to see the lesson for giving me the job offer but taking it away from me by making me have a false positive pre employment drug test for my daughter's amphetamine's. help me to see why being left to a place where I have been struggling so hard, I am unable to provide for my daughter as I should.. Help and Pray for me so I understand the path you have for me because I am near death with this... I has killed my soul; In Jesus name - Amen