Dear Brother Mani,
THank you so much for allowing me to pray with you about this.
I understand what you are going through. When I was about to graduate I thought I would be feeling so excited and was full of such expectation about what great and awesome things( in my view) God was going to in my life. I was looking forward to that high paying job, and my standard of living to rise, and for the prestige I thought was coming, but I ended up crashing.
Now, I see God's working in it to further develop my character and also teach me more about His Ways, but at the time, I was really hurt and angry.
I too understand what it is like not to be able to trust others. I know we all have plenty of betrayals, and deep wounds that others inflict and it is difficult, especially for us introverted sensative types.
God does want us to be able to trust HIm, and showed me for me that He is the only one we truly need to trust to be able to make decisions about whom to trust what with. I have made many errors in regards to this where I can see I myself was not using discernment about that, which lead to hurt.
I will pray with you about this. I know that God loves you very much, I know that Jesus saved you and that He will fufill his purposes in your life, in his time.
He will turn all of these things that have happened in your life to bless you and bring you the wholeness and peace, and love that you long for. THat is the kind of Great God HE is.He is our healer.
" Dear Creator God,
I thank you for Mani. I thank you the way that you wired him for your purposes which are great and mighty.
I thank you all the things you have allowed in his life to bring him to a relationship with You. I thank you for the things which You have spoken to his heart that are very personal and the dreams which are in his heart.
I ask You to come to him in a way he has never experienced and fill him to overflowing with Your Holy Spirit. Flood him with Your love andlight.
Ease his sense of ache in his being. Comfort him and build him up in his inner man so that he will be confident that You love him, and that he is held right in the palm of Your loving hand.
I ask you to show him what he needs to do, how you would have him respond when stress comes.
I ask you to direct him to places and people, books,music, and whatever else You know would bless him, for healing and to find trust with others again. I ask you to grant him supernatural patience while you take him through this process. Show him a glismpse of the life You want for him and direct him to the places where he finds refreshment and joy like he never thought possible.
I pray that you open up an door for him to be able to use his talents and gifts to bless others, and where he finds that You use him in an exciting ways.
I pray that you give him renewed excitment about reading your Word, and that you speak to him from the scriptures in a clear and powerful way, that brings new life to him.
I thank you for his pure and humble heart. I thank you for his desire to be faithful. I thank you that Your Holy Spirit speaks to him , and that you will use this circumstance in his life to bless him.
Place Your strength inside him. Where he is weak, make him strong.
Allow him to see with spiritual eyes things that he never has considered.
Heal and bind up his heart. HEal him in the deep inner places of his soul.
Allow his mind to be calm so that he can concentrate on his studies, and do well on his exams.
Guide and direct his steps as he steps into a new season of his life. Set him apart for blessing. You are a God pf preparation, and have gone before him. Help him to trust that and not his feelings.
I thank you for his life. I thank you for the many blessing he is to others.
In Jesus Name,
I place all the concerns of his being to you for perfect care. Thank you Jesus for being powerful and tender at the same time. THank you for being just and merciful. For being Holy, and for being humble enough to sit with us, an unholy and weak people. You do great things, and I know that you will answer these cries of Mani heart abundantly above all he can ask or think.
In Jesus Name,
Amen

your prayer request was sent a while ago, i hope that the lord has eased your lonliness. i hope he's introduced you to some friends who you feel comfortable with and that you're happy and settled.